it is

weird day. Actually, it's more my current state of emotions that should be described as such. With the end of yet another winter month, traditionally the last, I reflect upon the future...and the past. Enough of my life has changed that I have become seemingly deprived of any expectations. It is an odd feeling. Some of the people in my life have drifted and become nothing more than sketches in the distance...some as a result of me and some not...all choices, though. Sometimes I ask myself why; because a couple of these people really mean a lot to me...I also ask myself if it was a conscious, deliberate choice or if the separation merely happened...logic absent? And am I supposed to do anything about it?