brainstorm

My mind is freaking out. Since a new year has begun, and we are at the throes of a new beginning, of infinite possibilities and promise, I have been unexpectedly thrust towards a feeling of evaluation. I have been thrust towards a need to evaluate myself and my life. There are many things that I do that give people different perceptions of who I am. It seems that I am constantly unsure of what I am doing but only afterwards. At the time of making a decision I feel completely certain that it is the right choice. Once the choice has been made, however, I sense regret. What am I doing? What is this? Is it right? Is it not? ...