pull me in

I feel compelled to do this again. I'm not quite sure why. I am spinning off into another reality. Once again I have become a victim to the detriment of my world and everything that it entails. I don't need someone to reaffirm my grasp, give me my assurance back, but I want someone. Most of the people in my life have no idea how to help; they don't even understand that I do need help, that I could need it. It is not fathomable. Or am I wrong? Please pull me back in.